several months ago i juz had a break-up. too bad he thought i had another guy. i'm still wondering whether he's the one cheating or he is juz so stupid to accuse me of such deed. it's hurtful that he didn't trust me enuff when i said i love him.
im still feeling hurt sumtimes if i think of it. hurt coz he lied so many times, hurt coz he made me feel like im not good enuf for him, hurt coz he didn't feel the same way i felt towards him, hurt coz he broke my heart and im the one to pick up those pieces and put it back together, all by myself. and yet, after all those hurtful stuff he'd done n said, i still miss him. whats wrong with me? i'm the one who decided to end it anyway! it's suppose to be his loss.
it's so hard. i got rid of evrything that reminded me of him. but still i'm not over him yet. i know we will never be back together again. it's best that way but never thought dat it would be this hard. :(
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